I am a man of sorts, you know,
And I can feel yours feelings flow,
And haven't mastered mine for now...
My love to you I did bestow.
What was my reason for such move?
To you my love I'll never prove,
For you I'm but another buff...
So I am saying now - enough!
What was I thinking all that time?
You were your own, never mine,
Sometimes all kind, in times all rough...
But it is still such worthless stuff.
I am alone - I always was,
I am still living in the doze
That someone will accept my love...
I will awaken, it's enough!
I'm tired of that endless fight,
I am no moth that will not bite,
But crawl through your endless bluff...
No more lying - it's enough!
I was the one to help you flight
And threw your past out of sight,
And yet it came to such a blight...
In that I'm guilty - and still right.
I can forgive, I will forget
Of our past that makes me sad,
Such pretty looking, useless stuff...
No more such memories, enough!
I have no willing to decide
Of who is guilty, who is right.
The separation is too tough,
No more talk for now ... enough.